Tuesday, 22 September 2009

• um...hi

  i haven't posted for a while, but i'm starting anew. this blog will be getting a lot more traffic bc i now have a comp upstairs, so no sneaking downstairs. i got found out a few days ago by a girl i thought was my friend. she read through my notebook, and i know she can't keep a secret to save her life, so i have a nagging feeling that not only her knows now. i've done pretty well (somewhat) in that i don't eat during lunch. my mum has been making really terrible food lately, and with staying with my adopted grandma, i've eaten a lot more than usual lately D:

  on a different note, guy issues. i wish there was a third gender. boys are fickle and girls are crazy (i'd know :p), and i'm so over both of them. i'm over teenagers, really, with their volatility and i can never be enough for any of them.

  i've always found winter beautiful, its fragility and whatnot. i'm tired of feeling ugly and worthless. i hope, as i become thin, those feelings will end, and i can be cold and feelingless and waif-fragile and beautiful, like winter.

   

   

  maybe i'm just being melodramatic.

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