Wednesday, 25 February 2009

• No one wants

  a fat girlfriend......

  Today was awesome (sort of foodwise, since todays intake: half an apple, 3 chessmen, a "roaring waters" drink, and a peanutbutter and banana sandwich) becauseeeeee:

  I GOT TO SIT NEXT TO MY CRUSH! for like 20 minutes

  of course, me being shy and all, i said nothing. one of my best friends talks to him sometimes, and im kinda jealous of her. she is 5'7 and 100 pounds, so she is more or less perfect looking. we act like twins, and we're super alike, but because she's pretty, and i'm not, she can talk to any guy and they'll just laugh it off if she acts weird, versus what would happen to me if i did her antics. they'd just freak out and be disgusted.

  im tired of being shy around guys people in general. i want to be pretty so people will be able to see ME versus just a "clever" fat girl.

  thanks melodyia, you helper you, for telling about the turkish fast. eat breakfast between 4 and 6 am, nothing for lunch, and dinner between 6 and 8 pm, right? just no sweets or meat.

  LUUUUCKILY: lenten season has started, and i have given up cow and pig products except (maybe cheese bc mum wont let me) milk. I hardly drink milk now anyway, save cereal, so it won't be too hard to abstain.

  thinspo google searches: linda evangelista, chanel iman, gemma ward, hyoni kang, daria werbowy, kate somers

  oxoxo

  nina

  mwah

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